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Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:22:22 PM # 2819488

                 ((*Snug*)) *Watching as Jada and CJ walk in, IM slightly surprised, and
                 extremely nervous.*
 

                        Jade - "My world is spinning, spinning baby out of
                    control. I let the music take me, take me where my
                    heart wants to go."
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:25:23 PM # 2819618

                    ((*snugs to the both of ya* *G*))

                    Well, that was thrillin'. One thing 'bout livin' in th' city..no open spaces
                    and such. I miss that at times. *I Look back to CJ as we enter, before
                    looking around the joint to find a table.*
 

                        Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:26:47 PM # 2819683

                    ((And that would be coming from here))
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:27:00 PM #
                    2819697

                    *Smiling, I brush my hair out of my face.* Thats what I know how to do
                    Miss Jada. Aint alot of places t'do it at.
 

                        Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:31:01 PM # 2819845

                    I know..shame too..*I turn my head and continue looking around* It
                    was impressive..th' way ya handled that horse and such. *That's when I
                    spot Jordan. I arch a brow and smile a bit.* Well, well...whatd'ya know.
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:32:31 PM # 2819915

                 *Taking one last deep breath, and getting up, I wave them over.* ~Jada, stay
                 with him, it aint gonna be easy.~
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:32:51 PM #
                    2819931

                    *Seeing that look on Jordans face, I look at Jada.*
 

                        Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:34:39 PM # 2820005

                    *I remain calm and keep a slight smile on my face and look to CJ,
                    tugging him a bit.* C'mon, let's say hello and give him a proper welcome
                    back t' th' states. *I wink and start heading over to Jordan's table, biting
                    my lip a bit. Oh lord..here we go.*
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:36:35 PM # 2820083

                 *Sitting down, and folding my hands around the coffee cup, so they wont
                 shake so much.* Jada, you say anything t'him? *I know the answer, but its
                 best he know its coming.*
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:37:01 PM #
                    2820101

                    *Still glancing between him and her, I feel a bit lost, and my previous
                    great mood is dampened.* Whats going on?
 

                        Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:38:54 PM # 2820187

                    *I slide into the seat across from him and shake my head.* Just that ya
                    wanted t' talk t'him.
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:41:35 PM # 2820305

                 *nodding* Chris, I got a few things t'say, and I need ya t'hear it all before you
                 go gettin upset, or mad. *I have to dive right in, only way I can do it. that and
                 I feel like Im going to puke.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:44:28 PM # 2820434

                    *Oh Lord..here we go. I watch Jordan and then look over to CJ and
                    remain silent. My stomach is turning knots just from the tension.*
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:47:45 PM # 2820563

                 *nodding, then clearing my throat a bit, its having trouble making its way
                 out.* The folks have been trying to track you down, because we had a fight
                 about you. Bout what t'do know since ya left the circuit. I know ya your own
                 man, but Im concerned, since the ranch lost another thousand acres. I figured
                 they should bring you back, and give ya the boss job. They didnt feel that
                 way. They tend t'think You be like me, and go gettin irresponsible. You and I
                 both know that dont happen, but they dont. *Sigh* Well...they got angry, and
                 some words were exchanged between us. They decided that tellin ya the truth
                 was the only way they could get back on me n you both, same time.

CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:50:07 PM #
                    2820640

                    *Listening, it feels like something is just out of reach.* Why get back at
                    me? I didnt say nothin. *That I remember.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:51:56 PM # 2820708

                    *I just sit quiet and listen. I kinda feel I shouldn't be there, like I should
                    wait outside or something.*
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:54:02 PM # 2820790

                 I know ya didnt. *Looking at jada, hes already startin t'ask questions, this
                 wont be good. Resetting and taking another deep breath.* It goes back
                 t'when you was born. See. *How do I do this?* CJ, my parents arent your
                 parents. They brought you up, because *a long pause, I gotta make sure I
                 dont start the stuttering thing.* b'cause I was too young t'do it. *Having said
                 that, I close my eyes for a minute, and wait.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 9:56:22 PM # 2820893

                    *A hand comes up and I bite my nails a bit and look from Jordan to
                    CJ..awaiting the reaction to the blow. I'm just praying he takes it well.*
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:56:40 PM #
                    2820909

                    *Shifting, a million questions run through my mind, but the only answers I
                    can even fathom leave me with only more questions.* Jord...what.. I
                    dont...

 Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 9:58:37 PM # 2820985

                 Im your father. *there its out there.* I was young, and incredibly stupid and I
                 got in trouble. Mom and dad couldnt have folks knowin, cuz of the church
                 and all, so your mother moved in with us til you was born. You were born at
                 home, that much is true. *This is killing me.*
 

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:02:06 PM #
                    2821125

                    *I take a breath and look back and forth between them. I feel for both
                    of them and have a feeling it's going to be a long night...*
 CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:04:25 PM #
                    2821219

                    *I feel like Im choking. My entire life I was lied to? What is this? Is he
                    joking? No, that look on his face says he aint.* It cant be true,
                    Jordan...you..they, everyone lied? No..I cant...I cant deal with this right
                    now. *I dont even know what Im doing, except leaving, I need space, I
                    need to breath. I dont even remember getting out of the booth, or
looking back, but I do remember pushing the door open, and stepping outside. I cant be there right
now.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:07:26 PM #
                    2821324

                    *I watch CJ go outside and then look back to Jordan.* You ok? Want
                    me t'go check on him?
 

                     Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:08:00 PM # 2821344

                 *Watching, and looking at her, I nod. If he goes off on his own, he might not
                 come back. Hes good at doing that.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:10:03 PM #
                    2821414

                    Things'll be ok...*I give a slight nod back to Jordan and then stand and
                    give him a slight pat on his shoulder before heading out to check on CJ.
                    Stepping out, I look around, to see where he went off to.*
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:11:39 PM #
                    2821469

                    *Walking in no particular direction, I feel like Im a stranger in my own
                    life. Everyone lies. Jordan lies more than most, everyone knew that, but
                    this? This aint something to goof off with. Why would he do this? If its
                    true, then why didnt someone tell me before? It doesnt makee sense.
                    The world spins, and I grab onto a lightpole to steady myself.*

 Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:14:54 PM # 2821575

                 *I feel lower than dirt. I just ruined his life. Even though he didnt know it, he
                 was the most important person in my life, and I ruined his. Great job. Just
                 great.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:15:34 PM #
                    2821607

                    Hey, hey...easy now. *I make my way to CJ's side to offer a bit of
                    support. I had caught a glimpse of him and practically jogged over.* Yer
                    not doin' so well..I take it...
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:16:35 PM #
                    2821651

                    *I dont want her here. Then I do. I cant even make up my own mind.*
                    Whyd he do that miss Jada? *Nearly choking that out.* I dont
                    understand

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:21:55 PM #
                    2821843

                    Why'd he wait so long t'tell ya? *I just pull him into a hug.* I wouldn't be
                    able t'tell ya CJ...I'm sure he had his reasons though.
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:23:01 PM #
                    2821881

                    *Man Im too old to cry, thankfully, I manage to control at least that
                    much, but I shake holding on to her. No words left, I dont even know
                    what to think.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:26:07 PM #
                    2821980

                    *I hold on to him tight. He may be too old to cry, but I'm not really..and
                    a tear trickles down my own cheek. I feel bad..for the both of them.
                    Running a hand through his hair a bit and letting out a slight sigh.* You
                    should talk to him CJ. Ask him questions. Find out what ya want t'know.
                    Don't let it stay pent up inside of ya.

CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:27:44 PM #
                    2822040

                    *It takes a while before I can say anything.* I dont know I can.
                    *pausing again, before I choke again.* I dont know I can look at him.

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:28:27 PM #
                    2822061

                    Why? Because he kept this from ya until now?
 

                        CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:29:15 PM #
                    2822085

                    *Nodding, but in reality, because I feel like Im nothing more than a huge
                    joke. It may not be true, but its how I feel.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:31:53 PM #
                    2822185

                    Like I said...I'm sure he had his reasons why and such, and was plannin'
                    t'tell ya earlier I guess. *God, I'm rambling. I pause* Look CJ, th' two of
                    you were always close, from what ya'll tell me. Don't let this ruin that. I
                    know it hurts, but I know..Jordan still cares fer ya th' same and maybe
                    even more now as he did before.

 CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:33:45 PM #
                    2822260

                    *Pulling away a bit. I run a hand through my hair.* Miss Jada, I dont
                    know what to think or feel right now. I just need some space. Ok?
                    *Backing up, because I feel more like running.*

Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:36:16 PM #
                    2822342

                    Understandable..*I nod, taking a step back.* Just don't run and hide
                    ok?
CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:36:55 PM #
                    2822374

                    *Not saying another word, I disappear around a corner, unsure of
                    where Im going, but hey, I got money, could go about anywhere right
                    now. Ill think about that later.*

Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:46:26 PM # 2822749

                 *Three cups of coffee since they left. The waitress went ahead and left me the
                 pot. I see Jada walk in, without CJ, I kinda figured that was going to happen.
                 But it saddens me anyhow.* Im sorry f'r bringin you into this Jada.

 Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:47:52 PM #
                    2822804

                    *I plop into the seat and shrug a bit.* No worries Jordan. *I pause*
                    He'll come 'round. Just needs some time.

 Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:50:59 PM # 2822831

                 *Sighing without a response. I wish I could be like that. But I dont know that.
                 CJ is very very good at keeping a grudge. That kid has almost no temper, but
                 when someone kicks it up, well, aint hardly anyone that can live it down.*

 Take a chance and do what you feel, Jadalyn
                    McClintock There's a pressure inside, an inner strength
                    that drive, let no one take that away from you.
                    (OOC: Jade)
                    ICQ#: 5550600 AIM: TiggsND ... 10/27/2000 10:53:58 PM #
                    2822930

                    How are ya holdin' up? *I don't like silence all that much.*

CJ Vexx
                    ("Don't be afraid to go after what you want to do and what you want to
                    be, but don't be afraid of being willing to pay the price." Lane Frost)
                    ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:54:24 PM #
                    2822946

                    *Walking blindly, I almost dont see traffic, thankfully, I got a better head
                    than that. So many things run through my mind, and so many things
                    finally fit, where there should have been questions, but I never asked.
                    But I could have easily gone the rest of my life without knowing. I could
                    have done that, why didnt they let me?*

 Jordan Vexx
                 (When your at the end of your rope, all you can do is climb.)
                 ICQ#: 92740292 AIM: RmgdnX ... 10/27/2000 10:55:30 PM # 2822991

                 *Bout all I can do is shake my head. Nothing seems all that important
                 anymore, even as far as trying to think of words to say.*