You know..there's always that saying...maybe, in another life time...
Just know that it's not your fault. Odd things happen for odd reasons and while things didn't really happen for us, I still admire you for your strength and the way you made me laugh. I don't know why things didn't work out for us. Well..I do..bad timing. You were taken..I was taken. Then..just age and passed years.
I don't know if I'll send this to you. Probably not. This is more of
a venting for me I guess. Getting feelings off my chest that I didn't let
loose in front of you. Maybe..that's a regret I have..I'm not sure yet.
Only time will tell that one. (more)
TiggsND: However, if things never do work out to where life puts us together, know that I am deeply honored to have you for a good friend. I don't think I could know a better man, despite the faults. In my eyes..you have no faults, they are just a part of what makes you who you are. It's just you. And I love you for it.
Don't you change one bit.
Umm..if you're seeing this it could mean...well..lots of things. One, that I'm sharing it with you because..well..life took interesting turns and we're together, or I just ended up mailing it. Two, you found it somehow or someone found it and gave it to you, or three..which I really hope isn't the case...I've passed on to greener pastures. Well..at least I hope.
In any case, I hope you can find happiness in your heart. It's there..I know because I've seen it.
I love ya you big doof. Call it a weakness for bleeding men who stumble
out in front of my car I guess. But..know that I've always admired you.
Maybe we should make a pact..you know..if one of us reaches the age of hrmm..well..60 and we're still not married..then..we'll find each other. Wouldn't that be a hoot?
Hope this note finds you well.
Wishing you all the best and giving you all my love,